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July 25th-  Blazed and Confused  (Slightly Stoopid, Snoop Dogg, Mickey Avalon, Stephen Marley)
August 8th- Hard Summer (Crookers, Crystal Castles, Chromeo, Underworld, Bloody Beetroots)
August 21st- Kings of Leon
August 28th/29th- Street Scene (M.I.A., Thievery Corporation, Modest Mouse, Silversun Pickups, Band Of Horses)
September 16th- Blink 182
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All I want is a Capri cigareeete, some xanax, vicodin, hydrocodin, numerous handles of alcohol, OUNCES of weed, basically anything that willl make me forget.
Last night was fucked.
I should have prolly gone to the hospital today.
It is awkward benig around my parents.
Help?

Aqueous Transmission-Incubus: Andrew and Angie at Tilden during the summer. It was a rare summer night where the fog was slowly creeping over grizzly peak. We were smoking a blunt listening to this song as the fog was rising in fornt of us...it was like a field of fog was laid in front ot us and all we could see were the distant city lights. This ( Read more... )

I feel like I'am being swallowed hole by everything I have encountered the past two days. My expectations for the future or what is now the present have dropped tremendously and I still can't figure out where I went wrong. After the past six years I have taught myself to despise goodbye's for obvious emotional reasons but nothing could beat the ( Read more... )

I graduated  5 days ago or something, I dont feel any different.
The Federation came to grad night which was pretty legit.
I got back from orientation in arizona tonight...such a thrilling/overwhelming experience.
I got my schedule and just want to move into coronado right now and get it over with.
I had never seen so many perfect looking girls in my ( Read more... )

A.  Adderall/AlcoholPoisoing/Arressted
B. Booze/Boyfriends/Blackouts
C. Cocain Addiction/Car Accidents/Cigarettes
D. Drama/Death/Depression/DBAG
E. Eating disorder/Emotional Breakdowns
F. Fuck up/Friends/Fights
G. Guys/Growth/GabyE.
H. Hatred/Hook up's/Hole in the Wall/Hilly
I. Ignorance
J. Jake/JFO/Jon
K. Kyle/KellyS.
L. Love/Lust/Loss
M. N. Numbness
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it's Saturday night....actually Sunday morning to be more percise...I have no idea what I am doing. All i know is that ive been sipping onsmirnoff and absolute ofr about a  couple hours. I hung out iwht my ex for the first time in two years last night, it was okay,..miss that kid. My other ex is getting more and more fucked up...more and more into ( Read more... )

I feel empty.

 My mom asked me if I was on drugs
I said no
I was lying

Options,options,options.

A. Move in with Jessica

B. Go to Arizona

C. San Diego

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