So much has happened to me in the last 9 months it's almost impossible to fathom. My hands are burning, I cannot feel my feet: this was not how my life was meant to be. My life has been on the rinse cycle, indefinitely. It's no wonder I feel I'm going down. I will take revenge on myself, and it will be sweet ( Read more... )

I'm starving and all I can think of are 1,000 ways to cook a chicken. Is that weird ( Read more... )

It’s been quite a while since I’ve braved lj. Looks basically the way I left it. Much has happened, but I’ll get to the important parts (don’t want to bore you with useless detail ( Read more... )

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So, I've been looking at appartments online (I should probably be getting more work done but this is much more interesting ( Read more... )

apparently I become oblivious when guys like me ( Read more... )

do this anymore. my heart can't take it. i'm tired, frustrated, annoyed, and disapointed. i can't even go out anymore without being trash talked. i haven't done anything to anyone. i'm kind, sweet, good to hang around. at least i thought so. am i a horrible person? should i be talked about? should i feel like the fatest person in the room ( Read more... )

is quite possibly the most difficult scenario to take part in ( Read more... )

i miss companionship. then again how can one miss what they've never really had?