on a happier note... i drew some really cool sketches today. (i promise i will also write about what has been going on for the last couple of weeks too... later)

im having a shit filled day so i would advise those of you who were considering talking to me today (not that many of you were) just dont. or do. i dont really care

did i mention i hate the world?

or the generic phrase that life sucks?

well...i do, and it does.

dont worry about me, i'm sure i'll be fine in a few days or so.
-lauren

wow... to the livejournal community... i think i've died. ha. anyway. i was doing a play at St.X so thats taken up most of my time and i had practice everyday, was wiped out for about a month, so whenever i'd cmoe home, i'd sleep. i've been going to sleep at like 8. yeah. the sun was still out, thats sad. anyway, there's a lot that's been going on ( Read more... )

the killers are comming to louisville. tickets on sale tommorrow at 10 a.m. $24. O YEAH!

AHHHHH!!!! i swear, my mom, she kills me ( Read more... )

why am i always so screwed up. why can't i be normal. why can't things ever work out the way i planned. why. fuck

fucking shit dammit fuck shit bitch fuck cunt whore die fuck hell fucking emo i hate my life.

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life is really confusing. ever notice that? well im in this strange state again. its not as big as it was before but i keep trying to remind myself about that cool feeling i had when i didn't give a shit. it really helps me to relax though. its like when i need to meditate or whatever, i just think "it doesn't matter, nothing in the world ever ( Read more... )

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