been addicted to zomg, but yet it frustrate me. why? i cant play the damn game here in our pc. it's so slow. zomg, i miss playing there. i miss talking bunch of people and do some quest that take my mind off things.

that's my proffy below. i'm giving you the link. so if you wanna join just tell me, leave a comment if you like.

badlydrawndoll

it's a tv series, korean version of F4, idk but here in the philippines,boys over flower was the title but in mysoju (from where i have seen the tv series) it was boys before flowers. ugh. blah with the title confusion. anyways, boys over flowers or boys before flowers either way. its all the same. i haven't finished it yet, totally, i skipped off ( Read more... )

i saw few of my friends today and i was totally glad. i did have fun being with them, despite of everything im fine. yesterday was a major downright for me, i cried out of loneliness. i got bored watching boys over flowers. and since i cant play zomg, sucks big time. i got a bit depressed, i cried myself to sleep. but anyways. today, i went out ( Read more... )

it's been week and so since, the unclear separation. it was hard to deal the pain bottling inside me. tears cant lessen the pain, it only made my eyes look budge and puffy. not a very good sight. i cried in front of my boss, which suck big time. my mom fooled me about boyfriend thingy, which is the main reason why i cried so hard. its so ( Read more... )

FREEDOM

is the LUXURY i can NOT AFFORD these days.
if only i could have it again,it will be a better day fo sho.
i think im gonna sacrifice for fifty-five more days.

no school.
no social call.
no romance.
no lazy-ass for any day.
no PARTY.  *sobs*

it's SUICIDE. nothings more painful than this.

start counting...

im starting to dislike my work. everyday, i keep on fighting to resist to dislike it, and now, i think im giving up. *drama*

i wanted this work BECAUSE..
1. i need to get out of the house while my father's staying there.
2. i have come to accept the fact that i need to be responsible for once
3. i need money for THINGS, as of now i basically dont know ( Read more... )

i badly need a job right now. to escape my father's wrath, cruel tongue, sharp claws and unnerving eyes. ohhh that was saying something actually. but anyways, i need to escape. i dont wanna be here when his here. ohh good-Lord please dont let it happened, there's possiblity that he would stay here for a long time. he was sick and all, and blah, ( Read more... )

FUCK MY PC. FUCK MAXTOR. PLEASE GO TO HELL AND BRING BACK MY FUCKING FILES. DAMNIT! ohh yeah, it's 12:12 midnight (no kidding) dogs been howling for i dont fucking know how many ages ago. and my damnit pc is a BIGTIME sucker. as in BIGGGGGGTIME. urgh. GOSH! it's pissing me off and it's so damn frustrating. T_T my files are lost, so were my father's ( Read more... )

why do it also have to be bad? why i always have bad things? why would bad things got inflicted on me? life's fuck it all. i dont wanna be bad. i dont wanna feel bad, i dont want to feel that my morals are wrong? i dont want to survive this things. its fucking nuts and it making me fucking nuts. i hate it so much. ugh. frustration is never my ( Read more... )

we're experiencing hell as of the moment. oh wait. that was kinda exaggerate don't you think? well, what do you think, strong breeze of wind, how-many-days-has-it-been-raining-since. they said there's this tornado somewhere in bukidnon and such. i dont really know much actually. well, its been raining all day. it was like cagayan de oro is turning ( Read more... )