happy entry..
YAY FOR HAPPINESS..
i'm so fucking happy..
see the thrilledness?
and if i scream it..you think it will matter..
NOPE..not a cent.
fucking happiness..
sadness..
emotions..
no one gives a shit anyways..
and if you say you do..
i'll slit your fucking throat..for lying to me

i'm always wrong...
i can't do anything right..
and i've realized..everyone notices the things you don't do..
more then the things you try to do..
i do my best..but it's never good enough..
and sometimes i wish i had done what i started 6 years ago.

I have contracted...
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I haven't written in a while ( Read more... )

I have this massive headache ( Read more... )

Haven't had time to update with the christmas present pictures ( Read more... )

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I don't have anything massively important to write about ( Read more... )

i've decided..to no longer write in this.
Atleast, until I have something grand to write about..
because I know I write..and sometimes it's good..
sometimes it bad..but it's never really important..
nothing I say is ever important.

So, dear journal you have served me well..
and I do love you..but goodbye.

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