Well I've come to a few relazations in that couple of days as my parents and I find ourselves discussing my future in Dallas alot more often, and seriously than before. It makes me remincese a little bit, get all nostaglic for a while and then I open my eyes and I see my whole life infront of me. I started this journal a year ago, and ( Read more... )

 Dude, the concert last night was frikin awsome.. even if iceburg was kind of  a cooler band than soulfly was ( i got a picture with the lead singer, he's such a lovely rastafraian, and his freind made his guitar for him..nice person to talk to) . Damn the place went aboustely insane when soulfly finaly started playing. Tanya and I ended up getting ( Read more... )

I saw Justin Cargihan from bitburg today!!!! David was rapping and i noticed some kid rapping along.. i was thinking " who the fuck in the school is a juggalo as well-" and BAM JUSTIN. It was insane... that and i saw ALan, and Andrew came by and was like " oh i'm leaving once i give you a kiss"... argh, i spent all afternoon selling patoes, poor ( Read more... )

I woke up to find myself really not wanting to go to school ( unsaul i know) , CWE is today no way I could deal with the screaming first graders fighting over the maroon caryon and throwing hissey fits over who would win the " pretty-ist contest" barney or swan lake barbie fariy princess.. lol. AS mush as i love kids, i sure don't love them today ( Read more... )

MY computer is about to crash AGAIN... ARgh, pure frustration, so i'm going to go drink a shit load of coffe and nap until i feel better.. that and avoid doing cluver's paper... do my CWE project and hopefuly re-record this shit for David, goodness I"m pissed, it was fucking perfect and now i can't get to my account on XP. fuck fuck fuck

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Good weekend,

I love taking showers at 2 in the after noon and doing nothing the rest of the day with the exception of nap, play guitar, and go on the computer... it makes for lovely sunday afternoons. Yesterday through enough lack of confidence and threating to quit guitar my dad offered me to get leasons three times a week because i get my ( Read more... )

            Well my date last night went rather well, Andrew is a realy sweet guy... even if him and Richard decided it'd be funny to stick me in a shopping cart :s lol. He bought we this baloon and I'm all going into my parent's car and they give me the strangi-st look and said, " hunny, why the hell do you have a baloon and why?". We ended up ( Read more... )

You are my ecastcy, it's you that i'm craving....... ( it's perfect... simply the ore of perfection and i'm startinf to get all weird about my emtions).. Leave and take me with you...   ( if you only had a clue...) ... you are my angel.. <3

He makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside, lol it reminds me of bunnies?? Odd.. I am aware of this.

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mom and fedric think i should sing " the losing relgion" song at mayfest with my bytchar..... SCARY. vocal leasons are going alright, even though its  mostly just me amtching up tones with my guitar and my crappy ass singing range which consits of nothing feminim in the least... but i'm learning, and it is getting better.

the new guitar is getting ( Read more... )

Some people honestly scare me..

*anyway*, Ok, so my devious plan to let me go down to bitburg this weekend is so far going well, hopefuly it'll turn out , I have learned the leason of regret i belive and i'll be able to control possiable sexual urges and blow off suduction. It's ok, I know better now, i've grown from an ( Read more... )