6 month update on my year:
I dropped my classes last semester (after realizing Chemistry is no longer for me and maybe Anthropology is).
I move out of my house in March.
I got a bike.
I finally trimmed my hair.
I turned 21 and was pretty awesome.
Luke and I are dating.
I got a "promotion" at Meijer.
My dad's mom just died.

Aside from that last bit I say it' ( Read more... )

It's been a while.
I just read Melissa's entries. I miss you. And why did you comment me with Dear Mistake?
Onto that subject: Luke wasn't a mistake in my life. I'm going to wrap this up for myself to remember when shit hits the fan again. Dated, he broke up with me via text, which I had to force out of him. Reportedly, this is because he was afraid ( Read more... )

You said move on
Where do I go
I guess second best
Is all I will know
Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
You're like an Indian summer
In the middle of winter
Like a hard candy
With a surprise center
How do I get better
Once I've ( Read more... )

Just call me Taylor Swift.

I'm seriously hoping this was my karmic payback for breaking up with Andy via text.
I cried at work for two hours basically. Ryan, the LP officer, cheered me up. There's nothing that a girl likes to hear more than "You're a nice looking girl, if I were single, I'd ask you out." Even if it is coming from a 35 year old.
I'm ( Read more... )

And it's beginning to get to me
That I know more of the stars and sea
Than I do of what's in your head
Barely touching in our cold bed...

It's so thrilling but also wrong
Don't have to prove that you are so strong
Cos I can carry you on my back
After our enemies attack

I tried to tell you before I left
But I was screaming under my breath
You are the ( Read more... )

You know what I do and don't like? How much our past affects us. You have a bad experience; you learn from it and try to avoid it. That's the law of life, right? Supposedly. Unless we're stupid Americans who hardly respect history and go through cycles constantly with very little improvements. Anyway, that's hardly my point. Even though we learn ( Read more... )

It took me about 2 hours to write this.
It's 20 fucking lines!

3.14

I knew, I had felt it at 5:23.
The call came in after 5:30.
I prayed in futility,
Against the blurred scenery.
I knew, but still I prayed.

Quietly, black boots met white tile.
The walk seemed to be miles.
I felt again like a child;
I was lost and terrified.
Quietly, we walked the halls.

In that ( Read more... )

Upon thinking about the last two months it seems as though I've turned into one of "those" girls. You know, the ones who fall for every guy and think they're something special.
Ick. I'm slightly embarrassed about it, but I'm making up for lost time, I suppose lol.
Hey, I just got cute and confident, I've got a lot of guys to get hurt by that never ( Read more... )

I seriously need to stap away from LiveJournal when I'm upset lmao
That last entry makes me sound like I'm in 9th grade again. Ick.
But yes, I did marry Grey Goose.
I'm very amused.

Two weeks later, I'm once again, fucked.
I'm losing faith entirely.
Grey Goose is the love of my life and Megan is my soulmate.
That's all I'll ever need.