i've changed my diary to _xfragilebeauty. add me, it's a friends only diary.

i wont write in here anymore, i might even delete it if i have the time to figure out how. i will leave this up for three days, then that will be that.

it's funny that everything you've built up about a person can be let down in 2 minutes and 9 seconds, that everything you feared or worried is proven true in that small amount of time. it doesn't really matter anymore i guess anyway, i am oblivious to any pain or hurt that he, or anyone for that matter, can cause me ( Read more... )

the wedding was crazy. half of the groomsmen were drunk before the wedding even started. it was hilarious. me and the best man kept making fun of the bimbo blonde before the wedding started ( Read more... )

okay so the rehearsal last night just dragged on and on. good thing i had my cousins tommy, meagan, and julie to talk to. we kept making fun of this bimbo blonde who's a bride's maid and wears a ton of make-up ( Read more... )

sean just told me that from autumn to ashes is playing on september 8 at the ranchbowl. YESYESYES. pity that day is a wednesday, and that i might have to work. if i do, i'll just have lindsay work it for me. yayayayay ( Read more... )

school was umm...interesting ( Read more... )

i kid you not, 2 minutes after i wrote the last entry, i left with my cousin tommy and his friend nate to go out to eat at some chinese place. we were sitting down, got our order, and nate handed me a fortune cookie. it read as this:

"you will find great contentment in daily,
routine activities."
i had to laugh.

it is in a way pointless, to write an entry about your day when it is the exact same as the day before ( Read more... )

there are aspects in my life that i would knife out in a second if i could or things i would change if i had the will to do so. i am in a constant cycle of emotion and it's turning my insides out ( Read more... )

so today was a good day i guess. everyone said i looked really pretty today. maybe it's because i wore a skirt. who knows ( Read more... )