I can't get used to it
I'll never get used to it

maybe it would be easier if i could

All of my life, I've been used to always having something. Something being either...girl scouts (when i was like 9), dance, softball, basketball, tennis, travel softball, band, orchestra, chorus (yes, i used to be a little nerdy back in the day). The point is, I've always had so many groups of friends, everyone different, some the same, and I was ( Read more... )

so, i have this dilemma, and I have made my decision and put my foot down about my feelings towards this, and now i feel guilty. I don't feel guilty because of what i believe, but i feel guilty for making someone upset by my feelings. i hate things like this. idk. i know the type of person i am, and if i let this happen i will never forget ( Read more... )

sometimes this world is a lonely place
especially when your heart isn't where you are

I love him!

Tonight was our last broomball game :-(. We did really well, and it was a lot of fun. I can't wait for next week to be over! I have 5 tests and 1 quiz between tomorrow and next friday...I'm only taking 4 classes haha. After next week is over, I get to see my boy!!!! :-). 10 days with my favorite person in the world. I'm really excited! Next ( Read more... )

sometimes i really miss the old days...

This past weekend was awesome. Adam came to visit me on Thursday and he just left this morning. When he was on his way on thursday he called and told me he was going to stay home for the night instead of coming all the way here. I was a little sad about that. He called me when he got home and everything, told me his mom said hi. About 3 hours ( Read more... )

oh yeah, i forgot ot mention I'm playing club softball this semester. I think it will be good for me, and I miss softball a lot. Club won't take up too much of my time either (one or the reasons why i didn't play varsity).

that's all i have.

sometimes i wish that boys knew right from wrong. then you wouldn't have to get mad or upset and try and tell them that you don't like something...because when you have to tell them, you feel like the bad guy and they make you feel like the bad guy. i wish they just had a way of knowing what they were doing was hurtful or upsetting...idk. I ( Read more... )