it is 9:30 on a friday night. and I am home. want to know why? because I'm underage and that means that all of my friends who are of age are all downtown and I get to sit alone in my room. I am such a loser. being 18 sucks. you have no social life. hahaha anyways

....it's been 39 and a half hours since I left Matt at the airport...(yes...I counted ( Read more... )

okay don't mind the little outburst...I was a little stressed..I needed to vent...it's all good now...I'm still going to fail english but it's alright...I'm only spending $1000 dollars to take the class...it's fine... and I am still an over-emotional tool though after much concideration...I decided that as much as I hate it I don't think it's going ( Read more... )

I've decided I'm an over-emotional tool. ahhhhhh I really hate me somtimes!! I'm so dumb. and I hate school. it's also dumb. and I'm going to fail my test on wednesday cause it's just fucking retarded. please..test me on if I can memorize every line in a god damn shakespear play!! That'll definetly prove how smart I am!! people say shakespear's a ( Read more... )

be different.

god please be different.

sorry I'm so insecure

Your gender: female
Straight/gay/bi?: straight oh yes!
Single?: no … J completely in love with Matthew Bennett J
want to be?: teacher/ psychologist
Your birth day: july 23/ 1985
Age you act: anywhere from 0 too 100 depending on my mood :P
Age you wish you were: 23 or 24 would be good
Your height: 5’8
The color of your eyes: hazel :P pretty much whatever ( Read more... )

so bored...why am I up so early? damn it I was supposed to sleep for another 2 hours at least!! that's okay though...maybe I'll get somthing productive done..like homework :) no probably not though ....

I saw Passions of the Christ the other day with Matt and Shane....the laughing idiots who thought it looked like Jesus was jerking off....and then ( Read more... )

and here I am....sitting at Alex's house as she sleeps :p ... way to go Alex you owe me a way better girl's day haha it's okay you're forgiven but only cause you were making funny snoring noises :)   oh well there's nothing to do anyways until later and then we're going out for dinner !! whoo whoo too bad I'm poor :(

I stayed the night at Matt's ( Read more... )

 so I was up at 5:30 this morning...for school...because SMU is fucking retarded and likes to stay open when the rest of the city isn't. and it gets better because after my fight with the snow banks to get to class...none of my profs were there so I had no school anyways :) yay...so now I'm tired and pissed but it gets better....then I had to take ( Read more... )

everything is so perfect...... too perfect

I want to run away

before you can realize that I'm not perfect and you find someone who is...             before you can make me cry.....

before you have the chance to fall out of love with me

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I had the most AMAZING day yesterday with the most AMAZING guy ... and I got spoiled with 13 roses, 12 white and 1 red...all beautiful :) and the most amazing dinner (although the credit should go to his sister who is the most wicked cook in the world... but I'll give him credit for the thought and for all the cute little decorations :)  )  so I ( Read more... )