I love him :)

strange mood. I hate hearing about him. I always feel so sick. I wish he would just disappear. Damn I hate feeling helpless. I hate not having control.. I just really want to scream. why is it he always comes back when I finally think he's gone? damn him. I just want to forget.

happier news...Micheala's coming down this weekend :) god I miss that ( Read more... )

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i love matthew <3

 it's 3:45 in the morning. I realize that I should be sleeping but I spent all night on the phone with Matt (which was well worth it because we had one of those amazing talks which makes me realize all over again how in love with him I am) and I have to get up in a little over an hour anyways so really I see no point in sleeping. oh and I still ( Read more... )

I am the luckiest girl the entire world..... I love you so much

I'm going to post now cause I'm so not going to have time to in the next week....and I have to waste time before I go pick up Matt :) yes he is home tonight! I'm so glad he's home. I've never missed anyone so bad :( 3 hours and 10 minutes :) and counting...

I got to work this morning whoo whoo actually it wasn't that bad...I won $10 clothes money ( Read more... )

so it is friday night once again. and once again it sucks ass to be 18. but only 126 days. so close. ahahaha not quite but anyways...

Matt is home tomorrow :) wow this was the longest week in the entire world......23 hours to go whoo whoo

over all lazy day today...did nothing really...went to work which was a real blast!? whoo whoo staples... ( Read more... )

I'm in a wicked good mood right now...so I thought I'd post cause I never do unless I'm in a bad mood :P which kinda sucks...sorry about that guys :P just ignore my venting haha

I spent the day with Lizzie today...whoo whoo we went to swiss chalet :) (I know it's kinda our thing Dan but I was craving :P) yay I can't wait till she moves back :) and ( Read more... )

weirdest thing ever happened this morning...I had a dream that my alarm went off so I jumped out of bed and took a shower and all that jazz...only to realize that it was 7!? I didn't have to get up until 10!? there goes the whole point of NOT going to first class so i could sleep in....sigh ( Read more... )

so english is the all time worst subject in the world! but exciting news... it's all over in a month whoo whoo but honestly... who has an exam until 10 on a friday night? okay probably lots of people...but still...what a messed up time to have an exam!? and on Good Friday...isn't that against some religion!? it should be >:( but I'll be done so I' ( Read more... )