so i downloaded a whole tonne of le tigre. so in lust with this ladys voice. her and frou frou. i wanna die. and eat this guy nick i know. hes so hot. wait i take that back. half the guys i know right now i just wanna eat every last inch of them. it almost makes me sad when i then find out NONE of them are into me. which is a lie, cause theres a ( Read more... )

yeah okay so calgary trip of this week was downright awesome. numerous reasons. Went out with some rad doods yesterday night. Joey, Damien and Donny simply make me laugh. There were some others there also. I'm soooo tired. Less than 3 hours sleep, then coffee/water adventure at 7am. such a good time, apparently there were some pictures taken. I'll ( Read more... )

tonight at 7pm. i leave for calgary. i come back sunday afternoon Sometime. not sure when. i dont want to, but thems the breaks. My mom and i had an arguement today. now i wanna prove to her im a better person than i think she thinks i am. i cleaned my bathroom for 2 hours today. never thought i would spend that much time in the shitter. SUPRISE! I ( Read more... )

im listening to some old skool BJORK and working on my website. I finally got motivation. and i'm pumped right up. for once i think it might work and i dunno its gonna be hawt. and thats all i can think of. its late. and i'm going to calgary tomorrow for jobie stuff yet again. but i love it inside and out. on with the show.

Sometimes I wish i had never become friends with him. Hes a funny guy, and I was stupid enough to get involved with him in a way i never should have. He made me feel like shit about myself and i wish to god I had never put myself in that sort of position. I am completly uncomfortable around him and I know that anything I do he judges. Everything I ( Read more... )

i fall in love with every cute guy i meet. but worse than that. right now i keep thinking about this one. hes got a girlfriend. i have some inner obsession with the boys i know i cant have. its like a challenge. i hate it. strat night on friday. everyone i know had better go. its no fun with just like 3 of us. so yeah. strat night strat night!! yay ( Read more... )

i am sooo rocking out to gwen stefanis new song.

omg yay kelsey is mad at me cause im a poor mother fucker.
my heart is broken

So grad is this coming saturday. I finally have a date!! Yay for JANEEN!!!! <3 Scott was gonna come with me, but his plans couldn't get changed so he'll be there in spirit i'm sure. kelsey and I are still planning on moving out together. But for now our plan may be on hold just so the both of us can save up money. Shes a rad girl. a lot like me i ( Read more... )

holy shit do i honestly just come off to the entire male population as one of those girls whom they can lead on and make them think they're fucking special? Make them fucking think that they are actually interested? or was it because I didnt just fuck you on the first date? Could it be because we used to joke around and BAM that became an issue ( Read more... )