so much is new. and i never update this journal. so i sure hope i get some how comment lovin. but i know that i wont. so anyone who still feels the urge to come see this journal.... add __cheapthrills!!!! cause thats the new journal. I update it lots. But heres a new update anyway ( Read more... )

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see i never update cause no one ever comments me. and its gay.

guess what?
chicken butt.
diamonds are a girls best friend.
we all lose our charm in the end.
so amazing.
im tired.
but i cant sleep.
and it hurts my tummy.

i need brilliant ideas to become rich and make lots of money. i've decided i wanna move out. yeah i decide that lik every second day. its its true. i wanna move out. theres alot of things i feel i need to change in my life. and i have no idea how to do it. i need a psych or something to teach me how to be a stronger person. anyone got ideas?

so im getting a new journal.
and i think its gonna be friends only.
i'll add you when i get it and set it up.
i love everyone who loves me
<3
__cheapthrills

i have close to nothing to say. good weekend. lazy. i did some laundry today and there much much more to do in the morning. and a fair amount of cleaning. but i'm proud and i made a check list of things i need to do ( Read more... )

shes now banned him from the house. i wonder. what do i do now? this is fucking ridiculous. i have no idea what to say or do right now. im angry. i respect it but im angry. i hate feeling the way i do because of my mom. but at the same time i know i can make my own decisions.

i write here more than i do on my own website. i wish i could change that. too bad i suck. ah well i'll just continue writing in both until the day i die. at least i know tht my LJ will never cease to exist. I think its funny how so many people have their journals friends only. i dont think i have any reason to. my life is an open book, i wear my ( Read more... )

i hate missing people. i hate missing people i know i wish i didnt miss. i hate drama. i hate it. i hate knowing i love someone. i hate knowing i want that feeling back. i hate knowing its closer than i think. i hate knowing im scared. i hate being cold. but you know what? I love knowing its close. I love being warm. i love being in his arms. and i ( Read more... )