ex boyfriends are stupid ( Read more... )

so my computer hates me. its always freezing. and it always tells me i have no friends. ha ok no but i thought that part was a bit amusing. my toes are cold. i cleaned out my dresser today. i was fairly proud. especially when i pulled out my positioner that i thought i lost months ago. again. very proud. im almost finished filling my noteboob for ( Read more... )

well everyone. the few who read this journal ( Read more... )

im such a fecking idiot.
i fuck everything up.
whether intentional or unavoidable.
so because my gut has been rotting all day i miss out on fun tonight.
trust me.
i am currently kicking myself in the ass for it.
i wish i could change everything but i cant.
'here he comes ( Read more... )

heres some lyrics ( Read more... )

im broken.
and he doesnt want me anymore. LOL
yeah yeah yeahs rule.
i downloaded icons.
i want a hug.
can you please just hug me till i fall asleep?
i like that feeling you know.
sex and desperation.
i cant spell.
and you know what?
they dont love you like i love you.

so this song im listening to is a song chris played for me one night when we went out. it was hillarious. cause i can remember him singing along and being such a nerd and holding my hand when the lyrics say it. i love it when i listen to music and it triggers memories. honestly love it ( Read more... )

guess what opened today?????
my website!!!! Thanks to stacey!!!!
http://toxiclove.org/xdietoday seriously. im soooooo pumped. wheeeeee!! andwhats also awesome? Laura and I are opening a blog together. who knows where that'll lead, but i think its gonna be radical to the core. :) <3 go give me love please.

okay so i did Kaitlyns hair today. i gotta say it looks pretty fuckin sweet. we colored it all really dark brown - almost black. and highlighted a portion/zone in the back a blonde. which ended up looking totally rad. and yeah. i gotta brag cause it was hotter than hot. this leads me to the purpose of this entry. i need a job and i really think im ( Read more... )

sometimes i think too many people read my LJ....
eeeeeeeek.