Its been awhile. Lots is and has been changing ( Read more... )

I have discovered that I am "that" person.... THAT person who everyone tells their DEEPEST, DARKEST secrets too. I'm talking pitch black hole secrets. And I don't know how I feel about being the keeper of such secrets. I mean, they are safer with me than with most people. This I am sure of. I would never spill a secret that wasn't my own. So in ( Read more... )

I am having a BAAAAAAAAAAD day.

on an upper note.... I am now obsessed with Twilight.

I can't lie, it makes me a little nervous that I am flying to NYC on September 11th ( Read more... )

Had my CT Scan today. It was a 3 hour appointment, the first two spent drinking three bottles of this nasty, suppose to be flavored vanilla, milky drink, which was suppose to coat my organs during the scan. Each bottle was about 16oz, and completely disgusting, and thick. And when you are pressured to drink that much of something that gross, those ( Read more... )

Working has consumed most of my life, even though I do not seem to be making as much money as I am used to. Bubba and I have pretty good communication so far, minus our workaholic tendancies, he has the internet in his room until September 18th when he gets on a ship...letting us use Skype, like it is our new best friend ( Read more... )

O kay, so since Matt left I have attempted to be as busy, motivated and distracted as possible. Somedays it goes pretty well, but I have discovered it is impossible to stay busy the entire 24 hours of the day. Sleeping is good, until you roll over for snuggles and no one is there.... the best thing is getting out of the house. I have been trying to ( Read more... )

I just want to tell you all thank you so very much for taking us out last night... well to Derek, who took us all out last night!! But thanks for everyones support and happiness and love. It means the world to me, and I know it does to Matt too... I do suppose I have the right to speak on his behalf now. Anyway, I am so looking forward to the big ( Read more... )

I am not ready for him to leave.

Stay. Just stay.
I'm going to break.

I am so ready for the weekend ( Read more... )