I spent all day tuesday planning and decorating and cooking for my harry potter/birthday party. I got all dressed up and waited for everyone to arrive. But bryan was the ONLY person who came. He left after an hour to go to the movie, but I stayed behind and waited for my friends who never came ( Read more... )

I haven't been this depressed in months. This was the exact same way I was feeling before I drove to New York ( Read more... )

This was honestly the best week of my entire life. I lived with and loved with my favorite people in the world. It really says something that I was able to drive more than 24 hours straight with nothing except for my motivation to keep me going. I'm sure you don't understand, but it was just something I HAD to do! If I hadn't had this to look ( Read more... )

Running away was the greatest thing I've ever done. I have never been so happy or felt so loved or popular or missed in my entire life. I want to make love to everyone!

Tonight I got in my car with a fresh pack of cigarettes and just droveeeeeee for hours and hours and hours. I rolled my windows down and turned the heat up and went all over town. I listened to all the songs that remind me of home: MGMT, Simon and Garfunkel, songs that remind me of Michael, songs that remind me of Celia, and even fucking Shapes. ( Read more... )

I'm back in Baton Rouge. It fucking sucks. I cannot believe I had to leave right after I started to feel like Bard was my home. I miss everyone so much already. Asif drunk dialed me last night and said "Susan, all I can think about is how much I miss you and love you and I wish I had fucked up enough to leave with you".

I need to get back to New

i fucking hate this palce. i just want someone i love to come and take me home!!!
im fucking crying and smoking and i gkonna die and i feel like fucking shit rigth nwo.
please get me the fuck out of here!!@!

I am obsessed with everyoneeeee!! everyone is so beautiful and this place is so beautiful and i'm just so in love with this place! i can't my anxiety medicine because i can't take it when i get drunk, so i'm stressed the fuck out and i hate boys. but i broke my curse once and almost twice in one day! agh im just in love and am so happy right now! ( Read more... )

i loveeeee cruger hall nad i llveo my dormies and my celia baby theyre just the best and im, drunk 247 but its cool becasue im in co\llegfe, yo1!!! also i have a crushhhhh uhohq

We sipped 40z in a waterfall and ate blueberry pie from scratch while listening to The Beatles. It's fucking incredible here.