well i haven't written in here in prob. over a month or something. not much has changed which is weird cause my life changes like all the time and i dunno. right now i am sick with scarlet fever. it's gross. i have these bumps all over me and a fever and i haven't slept in like a week. i've been working and not supposed to so i'll probably get ( Read more... )

lately i have trouble sleeping.
we've been fighting since saturday. i hate fighting.
i bought him a card.
me and megs bought the same card for them<3 ( Read more... )

I didn't mean it
When I said I didn't love you so
I should have held on tight
I never should've let you go
I did nothing
I was stupid
I was foolish
I was lying to myself
I could not fathom that I would ever
Be without your love
Never imagined I'd be
Sitting here beside myself

I didn't know you
I didn't know me
But I thought I knew everything
I never felt
The ( Read more... )

for the update> this week was crazy bad. and it just made me remember how much luck i don't have. messed up my phone. failed my road test. bad moods and stupid fights. oh it sucks. my uncle i guess is making a nice little call to w. warwick dmv to get me in..cause patucket can really just kiss my ass. so unfair how those retahds screwed me over ( Read more... )

yup. today was swell. which is pretty much sarcastic. it coulda been worse. i just damaged my phone a little lol. all my luck. the embarrasment. but i didn't really care that there was water all over my pants. i was too busy being mad over my phone lol. so then i went to work. came home and worked out. and i'm talking to PD. today is 15 months<3

yea so i hardly write up in this joint. so i'll update. all i've been doing is going to school and then to work. working out. trying to diet. been with pD. same routine over and over and over. it gets kind of boring and sickening with the whole school and work part. i fucking hate school. i am at pD's house right now. got out at 130 and then i'm ( Read more... )

friday. no school no work. even better..my sam is home from florida!!! i haven't seen her yet but i best be seeing her today.<3 i missed her so fucking much. this week basically went just as i said. school work..blah blah. saw pat a couple times. last night i came home exhasuted cause i can't sleep lately and i watched the butterfly effect by ( Read more... )

my weekend was good. i was with pat mostly. friday i worked til 8 then hung out with pat and then my jessicer came by. saturday i worked then took pat out to diner for his birthdaydayday. and then hung out with him some more. yesterday was his bday so i went a did a few errands and then went to his house for the day. i bought him his own little ( Read more... )

worked last night. pat brought me shopping and came over. i bought new sunglasses. no work today. YES> i made ashley scream in anatomy today. we're disecting..pigs. and i stuck some pig skin in her face. just because i love her. i had to go to the doctors. and sat there and wasted a good 2 hours. i ran a mile. i ate chink food. so much for that ( Read more... )

i went out to breakfast with ash and tayla. at harriets. then it was stupid state testing shit..my ass. then the rest of the day went by fast. coffee. work. came home. talked to pd but i wicked can't sleep. omg i'm itchy. like all over. like i have the chicken pox. and i have a bruise on my boob because pat is abusive. not at all. its cause i try ( Read more... )