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lets pray for this suicide
i have lost my interest in live journal.its lost its interest in me. i got what it is to burn today. it was just something i had to do even thought its the third time i will own this cd.but every other time ended in disastor.but theres a good vibe.anyway. its a bit chilly in here and out there. i like it illl admit. its wonderful i like the cold, ( Read more... ) -
i dont remember.
this weekend was memorible in an unrememberable( you know is that even the word, cause i used to be real good at writing and vocabulary but lately my mind wanders) anyway. shitfaced and angry i got in a fight i regret more than most things i have ever done. and im so sorry. cause im really really not like myself when i drinkk, or at least i wasnt ( Read more... ) -
gay shit and dumb pictures
everythings weird. i feel things changing. and i cant get a grasp on it, i cant figure out what it is, i cant firgure out if its me or the people who surround my life. i feel so many mixed emotions and i feel like everyday i change my mind about a situation. i hate not seeing tom, its not good. its hard, he works so much and it feels so differnt. ( Read more... ) -
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Theres nothing really i could say to express exactly what kind of person shultes was. he was amazing. if you ever were lucky enough to have met him you will never meet someone like him again.his personality stands out in a room like nothing else does and his humor was just .. i really cant even describe. we love you and miss you soo much and i will ( Read more... ) -
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if it wasnt right to say, i wouldnt say it.
so its friday and i feel like shit. wonderful.i found around the fur and that makes me really happy. i figured it either got stolen one night or i just completly lost it like i do many cds. but no. i found it in toms cd case which is either a good or bad thing but i have all the cds, so its good.but my stereo sucks and that makes me mad ( Read more... ) -
why
thats the question of the day for me. why do things happpen to people that so dont deserve them? why do i have a really bad temper and get in serious fights with my parents everyday? why do i overreact and why do i do things and even while im doing them im telling myself its wrong? why do people not see how TRULY AMAZING someone is? and why cant ( Read more... ) -
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summmmmer. yea. isnt complete without the shore. which i still havent been to yet. only manantico and no offence but there is no, no comparison to the shore there. my parents have a boat there, a "yacht" if i wanted to brag. even though it feels nothing like a yacht and only smells like mildew. but alas they have yet to let me even visit for the ( Read more... )
