i wake up at 4:30 in the morning every day just to see her. i set waiting to hear some kind of noise in the kitchen. when i hear it, i make sure i have to get water or go to the restroom, just so i can see her. just so i can talk to her. everything i see around the house, it reminds me of us. every movie i have in the house, i remember holding her ( Read more... )

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so, there it is ( Read more... )

Well, here I am. Sitting in MY bedroom of the house. You know, it actually feels just like being single again. except without my projector. I'm going to try to get that back though. at least 6 days a week. Then I can watch movies on the box spring set up against the wall by myself. One of the big differences is that there are cats in and out of my ( Read more... )

ok, so, here's an update ( Read more... )

so, it looks like marisa and i are broken up ( Read more... )

i hate just waitng...

so, tonight marisa told me that she felt that we are in 2 differant spots in our lives. i didn't know what to say to that. when we sleep together now days, we don't touch. she told me that she feels like i don't like myself and don't take care of myself. which, in past was true, but i have been taking really good care of myself, as of late. so, she ( Read more... )

hey guys. it's been a while for me to post but i thought i had better ( Read more... )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GWEN...