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i want
i want to feel about him like i felt march of 07 about someone else. i had never felt that way about anyone before and haven't since. i lost that a long time ago. but i keep looking for something that's at least half of that. i can't find it. i haven't had that connection since. i don't know if i will...i'm crazy about my now. but i could never ( Read more... ) -
I have to
First Rain.
amazing to see three horses run around and play in it. they really seem to like it.
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Females
Men have this stereotype of being liars and cheaters. I think we've got this all backwards. Now I am not saying that men are perfect angels. I mean i definitely have been treated poorly by many men. Been lied to several times. But t my knowledge i have not been cheated on. Off the top of my head, I can think of one girl ( Read more... ) -
why do i say idiotic things i can't take back? why must I always say what's on my mind?
i miss my self esteem
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i really am not ready to let go of that friendship
please don't pull it from my grip
please
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fuck
no one'se ever made me feel like this
i've never felt so strongly
i didn't used to be jeoulous
i've never felt it so intensely
i am holding back puke
i can't stop shaking
this is me at my lowest low.
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call me a baby
is it so rediculous that it really hurts me that my little brother is so mean to me. Yes he's just a little boy but i am so nice to him and he is always so mean. My two little sisters torment him all the time and he is way nicer to them than he is to me. I touch his hair and he'll hit me. I'll walk by and say hello and he'll kick me. this blog was ( Read more... ) -
that's what i get
some times it sucks caring about people. i advise everyone to do their best to not be a good friend. cause there are a few friends that will coninue to take advantage of that. hurt you over and over again knowing that you'll always forgive them and you'll always be there for them. i've always taken pride in being a good friend. someone people could ( Read more... ) -
*shakes head*
i give my heart away way too easily. i fall hard quickly and it just leads to be hurt. fuck guys!
