You know how in cartoons when characters get bonked or ran over or something and a circle of stars hover over their heads? I walked to another room and that happened to me, and for a minute I thought for sure I was either delirious or crazy. This has happened before but for maybe 2 seconds, this time it lasted for at least a full minute. It wasn't ( Read more... )

I am BORED with my life which is the same thing everyday ( Read more... )

I don't ever feel like a new year starts at the strike of midnight on January 1st, I feel like a new year starts in the fall right when everyone is getting back into routine. Ever since I started preschool and learned the months of the year, the picture I see in my mind is a game board displaying all 12 months in a kind of square with a big fat ( Read more... )

Sooo, I'm leaving for San Fran tomorrow with about 16 jr highers and 5 other leaders. I'm mostly nervous about this trip, not really sure why. In a nut shell, we'll be serving the community while we are there. I've never been there before so I wonder how this is going to shape my perspective about the city itself ( Read more... )

I feel like every time I open my mouth talk, I have nothing important to say. I am starting to get annoyed with myself.

I feel like my parents and I have completely different relationships than 10 months ago. I mean obviously they have changed since they have split apart but I feel like I'm more of a friend than a daughter to either of them. Each will call me up when dealing with something difficult pretty much to vent and it seems for the most part not to be ( Read more... )

ahhhhhh!

I have been listening to Antonin Dvorak this morning with my eyes closed.
Mostly because when I close my eyes I remember how it feels to play the violin. Go listen to Humoreske by him.

I just cleared my throat and sounded like a rooster. cool.

drinking is so...

"ashley you're an asshole"
yeah that pretty much sums up the night. heh.

I rock, and...stuff.

I'm really kind of angry. All I wanted to do was hang out with someone and watch a movie, or anything really. But mostly watch Apocalypto, but so did everyone else who went to blockbuster. I ALMOST bought a copy and then put it down because it is $21.00! ugh ( Read more... )