why is everything in life epicly hard ( Read more... )

so after feeling like the world had collapsed around my ankles....i did the brave thing....and chased a star across the sky.... (ran after licorice and boarded a bus) my plan worked out and im certain she knows i love her. i need to learn to be more sensitive around her....the friend thing needs to improve...fast...i hope i master the art of ' ( Read more... )

tonight im planning to wait outside of licorice work when she finishes to beg her or reason with her to reconsider her decision to eject me from her life.... i have a terrible feeling she is going to reject me and tell me to fuck off before i even get the chance to say it all to her....she might not want to even look at my face....i cant imagine my ( Read more... )

licorice ended it last night....i wasnt sad at first but then when i thought about oscar....and all the small things....i realised how much im not just in love with licorice...but how im in love with her world her family her home her everything....i made her my everything and im left empty and broken....i picked all my stuff up from he porch and ( Read more... )

ruth is the great and powerfull arch enemy of miss licorice....she is my friend...and licorice HATES HER i havent spoke to her in ages but she has text every day and today i replyed...i told her i dont hate her and i just want to be with licorice....licorice is my world .... ruth has a huge rant about me being nuts and licorice being 'twisted' i ( Read more... )

its sunday and i have spent the weekend at miss licorice house as usual....i have seen alot of kams lately and its almost too much...i love kams but she is too wrapped up in living in my pocket....she costs a fortune :( so friday i took mini me over to licorice and it was cool she settled well and didnt wake thru the night it was lovely and homely ( Read more... )

its late and licorice has been asleep for nearly 2 hours and i have been doing some late night thinking.... why does she think im always texting somone? why does she not trust me? why is hanging out with my friends such a massive issue? why? does she even love me like she said she did? she never says it anymore... i picked her fone up o change the ( Read more... )

today is sunday.... i stayed at miss licorice house from friday as usual...today was quite boring but i got to spend the day next to her so it wasnt all bad :) things seem ok?? i dont feel like she is wrapped up in nat so much anymore....if she is i cant tell so i dont care. we didnt have any disagreements this weekend it was breezy we had a nice ( Read more... )

its a day since my last entry and im stuck....in the mud...of her heart as usual ( Read more... )

today i worked my usual shift and it wasnt so bad....i saw miss licorice and she yelled at me for talking to her staff...licorice never shouts at me and she has been really off with me for days...i miss her cuddles and her smile...i miss being next to her and feeling completely safe ( Read more... )