its my birthday and altho i saw people i saw her...miss licorice...... and im soooo happy...i wasnt sure she would see me on my birthday but she did .......she came tonight and i loved it...better than any card any gift just seeing her on her birthday made my world seem bright.....love her xxxx

happy birthday licorice xxxxxx had an awsome weekend and licoice was happy all weekend....awsome

after waiting forever and ever to be close to miss licorice....last night i stayed at hers for the first time....i have cried non stop since...it was everything i wanted and awful all at the same time....i didnt know what i was doing....it as horrible in the morning....i had to do the slut walk thru town on a sunday bearly dressed and feeling sick ( Read more... )

woke up happy ( Read more... )

today me and lena went to playspace with miss licorice and oscar it was so lovely but i was so nervous the whole time and i dressed so badly she prob looked at me and laughed .... she was late so i was there before her....my heart was racing when i saw her coming.....it was so goofy...im such a fruit loop....but it was nice and i liked it...shame ( Read more... )

today i told the manager it was her....she looked shocked and a bit confused....she kept repeating over and over "why me" like i had landed her with a disease lmaoooo it was awkward and brave and im glad i did it but i never really prepared for her reaction ....when i got back from break spam was jumping up and down saying how brave i was :) i feel ( Read more... )

i spoke to the manager today and have arranged to meet her for break...i told her i have to tell he something so no turning back....im going to tell her that its her....she is the one....FUCKKKKKK im scared

im going to burst.... i need to tell the manager its her that im in love with....i just have to....i cant keep it a secret anymore...i just cant, i nearly told her when we talked at the knicker tables she looked me square in the eye and asked if she knew them and if they were gay...i said no and i wasnt sure.... i went on to say they are cool and ( Read more... )

so im a stalker....i follow her round like a lost puppy....i watch her laugh in the lift...and i watch her walking round in a bad mood most mornings... she is super cool and im all weird about her...i kn ow stalking her is super geeky and slightly wrong and crrepy but i wanna know more about her... i am going to think of a reason to talk to her... ( Read more... )

i feel better this week....im still confused and weird about the girl....but im not crying so much everyday so i feel better....i want to write on here more often but i dont have the internet at home :( i always want to fill my journal in but never get access to do it.... i have so much to say and never write it down.... my girl crush is deffo a ( Read more... )