.................Rewind.  Start again.  I finally had an opportunity to tell him how i felt, and we're going to give it another shot.  One day at a time.  :)  I don't know what else to say except fucking hooray.

I fought, and I won.

For now anyway.  :)

There is no opening line to soften the blow this time........

I recently found my own Mr Incredible.... and for a few weeks we were happy together.  Until he told me he has cancer.  Again.

He said he didn't want to put me through this, and left without another word.  As much as it hurts to have the decision taken out of my hands.... I know it's for ( Read more... )

Peppermint tea.

It's shit.

It's been such a long time since I've posted anything meaningful in here ( Read more... )

So. 22 now, eh? 6 years of livejournal.

I don't have the energy to be excited right now... but hooray.

Just got back from Mackay. Four days, one extremely long drive, two flights and a train trip later....... here I am, right back where I started ( Read more... )

Maybe I'll just die alone. It sure would be easier than putting myself through the same crap over and over again in the hopes of stumbling across something worthwhile.

*sigh*

can you say melancholy?

..........Something fantastic is just around the corner.

I just fucking know it.

Bring it on!

...................................... After a short lapse of concentration... I decided I should read over my last couple of posts to remind myself of why I am staying away from this guy ( Read more... )

I finally bit the bullet and told him the deal was off. As much as I want to be with him, I can't just settle for the scraps he's offering me.......... it's an insult, really. Pursuing this any further would be suicide, and I know it ( Read more... )