I've had this question in my heart ( Read more... )

If not for dreams
If not for many things
If not for her

I did dream of her
I woke
I couldn't sleep,
till I knew the dream

For my nights are nightmares
Beaten by her man one night
Caring for her the next
Watching everything slip away
Watching her

When the world goes honest,
So will I.

I pick times out in my head ( Read more... )

A man does what he must ( Read more... )

More coke than water
So the heart says
Mine is just being loud
Hope he goes away
"The beat is a little fast",
the veins say
Coke, not water
My song can't last

I try
I do
I promise
You know I can't

These things I want to feel
Promises of something better
I can only fake it
Pills & Alcohol

I try
You know

It is killing me
I'm Dizzy
My heart is spinning
I only worry about her

I've tried
I know
I'm foolish
I love her

I'm sorry
I never told her

I'll keep doing this
I can't stay clean

When you get drunk ( Read more... )

The nurse checks in ( Read more... )

    My father use to sing "Donny Duaney" right along to dream on. I was little then running away ashamed. I watched my father play his guitar all my life. He was drunk when I was little and I was surrounded by drunks. My brother was going to desert storm. I just held my hands over my ears ( Read more... )

"Don't Poke me like a beached whale ( Read more... )