i was finally able to let go tonight, because for months i haven't been able to shed a single tear, not one.  losing everything kept stored up felt good and, as it turns out, the only shoulder i really needed to cry on was my own.  for the first time in my life, it just felt better to be alone and have to keep up with only myself.  in the face ( Read more... )

it's hard keeping my mouth shut.  just know that i think this is wrong. turn around and face me.

there's so much inside of me that needs to be written down.

i just can't find the right words or the right way.

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the past two months of my life:


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appleseed cast = live = whoa.

the local newspaper misquotes you as a nazi...


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Last night I had a dream that I was chasing the Devil. He was good-looking, wore a red suit coat and a black top hat. Locking himself inside my car, but not knowing how to drive, the Devil laughed as a I sprayed noxious gases in the cracks of the windows so that I could kill him.

Ok, so it could be because I'm on a high from listening to saves the day, or it could be because jessica ellis took the time to point out all the good things i have, or it could be because brandon called me and I could hear a smile ( Read more... )

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