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ugh things havent been well and everything isnt going as planned. on top of all the family stuff (and having to move all my possessions out of my parents house this weekend) i think i have another freaking yeast infection. this has got to stop.

went hiking in altadena yesterday with landon... so much fun! today i shot in san pedro (will post a link later). break is turning out to be great considering all the family shit....

frog!!!!!


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bleh throat, ears, runny nose, stuffed up head, fever?, yucky tummy. yes i think im getting sick. what a bummer.

yesterday was hard. cleaned all day and helped cooked. fought with mom about stupid things because she is crazy sometimes. talked to brenden and it was blah. woke up this morning to my mom saying my dad was having seziures and a heart attack. he took some asprin and i sat there with him while he calmed down, got him water, talked with him while he ( Read more... )

waiting and having wine, watching leboski and waiting ( Read more... )

i need a hug.
i need some painkillers.
i need my heart back.

things so horrible i cant revisit them now. maybe not ever. goodbye forever brenden.

cool fucking house, scary and old, delapadated and gross... good party, good alky


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im trying to find somewhere to go tonight. i want to party. i want to drive down to oc soon. but i have no where to go. i want to eat carnitas. i want to walk on the beach.