I am unfailingly in love every single day.
Every
single
day.

I may have a messy life,
but god am I in love.

I'm a mass of indecisiveness ( Read more... )

This is my cry for help.

Please.
Somebody.
Anybody.

My "spiritual reader" tells me that I have a door to close.
She tells me that there's a door that should be,
and is waiting patiently to be, opened.
"This is the year you will find your soulmate," she says.

I don't know that I've found a soulmate,
but I've definitely found something.
I feel so alive,
for the first time in months.
It's nice.

My dear friends ( Read more... )

Let's try this thing out one more time.

Right when I think I'm doing well,
someone comes and punches me in the fucking face.
Fuck you,
Fuck me.
Fuck every single one of them.
Fuck you,
fuck you,
and oh yeah FUCK YOU.
As much as I hate to say it-
I really really really need to get away from my life right now,
and virtually everyone in it.

(I promise I'm still trying.)

I've been blessed with many amazing people in my life,
this I cannot deny.
But,

I have for the first time in my short years met a truly extraordinary person.
I don't think my mind has ever been blown so far away.

I'm working my way out.

I'm such a mess ( Read more... )

 I'm pretty sure I just ruin everything I touch.