Could I please get just one moment to fucking breathe?

I'm sitting in my room with an amazing person ( Read more... )

I'm walking through life with a blindfold tied around my crown ( Read more... )

I'm thinking about taking on a lover ( Read more... )

I'm getting anoter tattoo at the end of august-
"There are many worlds, but they share the same sky. One sky, one destiny."
Sprawled across my side.
I'm going in for the artwork design in a few weeks with emily.

Here I go again.

Two weeks down.
I still wish someone would shoot me down,
but the really heavy suicidal thoughts have gone away.

Kidding.
This really sucks,
but it opens so many doors.
And I think maybe, eventually, it might feel better.
Eventually,
just definitely not now.

Mama says I deserve to be treated like a princess,
So I'm gonna wait for my prince.
Because I deserve ( Read more... )

I really think I've fucked up this time.
I really truly think I've dropped the ball, far and hard, on this one.
I know that this will be so much easier for us.
In the end at least.
This year would be worse than last.
And there might not even be a next summer in Duluth.
We've done so well. So so so so well.
But I already can tell that this isn't going to ( Read more... )

A lot has changed ( Read more... )

I'm so angry today ( Read more... )

I laid out from 10:00 am to 4:50pm.
In my bathing suit.
On the roof of my dorm.
And tanned.
Thank god for this weather.
I think I was going crazy.

Only one more month without Dillon.
And then it's making up for nine months of a nearly sexless life.