i hate money. and i'm the worst person at managing mine. i just need to learn that instead of going to target and spending like 40 bucks on shit i don't need, i could use that money to pay off my bills. i wish i didn't love target so much! haha

hancock starts so soon again. ugh

my legs ache. mucho work for melissa. no bueno.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

that's all i've got to say.

can't wait for theresas sisters wedding...i'm seriously gonna get waaaassted!

it is all so over and done. i am slowly weeding out things, big and small, that are dated from those times. clean break and clean beggining. this whole process feels good. refreshing.

six flags 08 baby!!!!

ha. man i crack myself up. tomorrow will be wonderful.

please don't mess with me. you already are and i know it's just going to make me sad. just mean.

it almost nine and i'm about to go to sleep.

what the heck is wrong with this picture???!!! save me!

days like today confirm my wantings even more to be in surgery. this shit is so not cool. not enough nurses, not enough room and toooo many babies. freakin retarted. it's so stressful. i'm going to have a heart attack pretty soon.

i feel good. getting better everyday.

you're going to talk about me, then i'll talk about you. i know. i'm just some heartless "bitch", right josh? you seriously have waaaayyy to many emotions for a guy. just go back to prentending like you hate me and tell me to shut up and call me a bitch and hang up on me. i love when you talk to me like that.

so i got my wisdom teeth pulled yesterday. i look so funny. my face is truly a square now. and im pretty sure i'm not going to need all the vicodin they prescribed me...so who wants to buy some huh??!?!?!?!?!

my new life plan: move to santa barbara and get a job as a nurse with a plastic surgeon. discounts!!!! hopeuflly done within ten years!!!