now i will always be a princess.
aww i love my friends. linday and theresa, thank you so much for everything you do for me. you make me smile. you make me laugh.you make me feel loved. i love you guys. what was a horrible day turned out better than i expected.

i just keep on breaking down.

i bought madison a pirate costume for halloween. pretty cute.

i think i'm going to get a tattoo. with emilee.

then again, i change my mind a lot. there is a good chance i will chicken out.

my hands smell like fruit.

i had such a good dream last night. i woke up smiling. and i still do when i think about it. too bad it's not real!!!! lameo

i can't sleep cause i'm too excited. except, i'm not excited for anything?? i'm getting that same feeling like you get the night before you go to disneyland and you can't wait for it to be morning. and i can't stop thinking. what the eeff???

california fresh rules. emilee works there now...so basically my 3 best, and really only, friends all work there.

also, i am in need of around $60,000. i'm currently collecting any donations. its my melissaneedstomoveawayandgotocollege fund.

i have come to the conclusion that i am not settling for becoming a nurse at hancock. i need my bachelor's degree. for sure. so in two years i plan on moving away to one of the colleges i have in mind after i get my aa. this will rule for many reasons. i pray that all this works out. i just have to bust some work out these next couple years then i' ( Read more... )

i need to learn patience. and learn the difference between needing and wanting. i need to learn to be happy with myself, by myself.

today i spent about 3 hours all by myself.
and let me tell you, it was amazing.
no baby, no friends, no family.

oh the little things in life i took for granted.