wednesday- wine and dyke movie.

thursday- a bottle and a half of wine while cooking myself thanksgiving dinner...starting at 11 am. Then got invited to go out where I consumed way too much booze and had a very unconventionally/ potentially awkward good time which ended up not being so awkward but me being depressed on the way home.

friday- Woke ( Read more... )

I think maybe I should quit drinking.

...okay that will never happen.
BUT I should cut down.
I should leave my cell phone at home.
When I get drunk, I can't pretend to be happy and positive like I can when I am sober.
it ruins my facade.

FUUUUUUUUUUUCK.
Fuck.
Fuck.
Fuck.

Fuck.

I don't know what else to say honestly since I am.... not talking about this over blog anymore except... I give up.

that no one in my family gave me ANYTHING for my birthday.

I a pissed off allover again!

yesterday I bawled ( Read more... )

So I feel like everything I thought was going to happen in my life just changed suddenly ( Read more... )

MY BFF is there while I am at work... and she will still be there when I get done. and I get to hang out with her for at least 4 days before she goes to LA and then comes back to live here for awhile. I never want her to leave. Just knowing she is around me makes me so happy. Maybe that is another reason I have been happy for 20 days straight ( Read more... )

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I don't understand why ( Read more... )

Who wants to go with me? Well I am sure I know of a lot of people who would want to go with me out in the real world.... not the LJ one ( Read more... )