Hey everyone! I hope your spring breaks have been good. I haven't done much. Hung out with my boy friend. OH yeah most of you don't know that. Well I'm datinf a guy named Chris and he's 24. I know its a 6 year difference but he's really sweet and he treats me so well.. I dont know.. its cool though. anyhow. I hung out with amber a few times as well ( Read more... )

Hey friends. Yeah for some odd known reason I've been really depressed lately about everything... I just feel like I'm never good enough for anyone. My friends, my family, the guys that I used to be interested in. I mean I just dont think I have that much to offer. Like I'm worthless. I have a really big issue with my self image. I'm so negative ( Read more... )

Wow.. what a vaction. Well, I've been in Florida for awhile. It was an okay trip I guess. I mean just because my grandpa has a girl friend and its really unconfortable for me... idk I shouldnt worry about it so much. yeah so im running on 5 hours a sleep. yay for my new look. ive actually started losing weight. and i all most have enough money to ( Read more... )

Well I spent 8 hours at work today. It was okay cause my eye candy was there. I asked him to get coffee after work but sadly he was hanging out with another employee Sam. Thats okay though. Somehow I knew it wasn't gonna happen... it might never happen. Work was fine though. Did some training on the computer. It advised me not to date someone from ( Read more... )

Hey guys. So I haven't written in here for gosh who knows how long. Um I've been sick lately. I went home sick today at like 12:45. But I got some good sleep. Yay for 21 hours at Walgreens this weekend. Man its really gonna kill me. SO my alst day at Qdoba was last night. Oh man. It was horrible. I seriously all most left. But I couldn't do that to ( Read more... )

WOW talk about stress! I have this huge AP exam tomorrow. I studied for about a hour. But my brain hurts si I'm giving it some rest. I work tonight which wasn't planned so I'm really upset.But I guess there's nothing really I can do about it. Okay this is all I guess ( Read more... )

Hi everyone! Overall today was a good day. Didn't have too much homework.. didn't even do it in fact um work went well. Josh came to visit me! :) And then so did Trevor and this guy I used to work with Scott. Man, I felt so popular. haha anyways um.... yeah not too much on my mind tonight.. nothing really at all. my hands are really dry. :( but ( Read more... )

Wow, good day. Some people came to look at my house today! I might be able to move now! :) YAY! Then I hung out with Josh for awhile. haha What can I say?! I'm crazy. I do crazy things. Overall a pretty good day. This is all I guess.

Yeah AHH i hate stress and i have so much of it right now! dont even ask me why. well idk I have to read so much for AP and we have quizzes next week and well I suck at all of them!! AHH! Then idk work is getting kind of stressful because I always think their on my ass for some reason or another. My back has been hurting me this whole week even ( Read more... )

Hey guys. Yeah I finally got me one of these suckers. Anyways Josh and I hung out tonight. It was pretty sweet ass let me tell you. I probably wont be writing a lot of personal shit on here but yeah. It depends on my mood. And my mood lately has been depression and stress so you never know what you'll see in here.