well a lot has gone on since i last posted. friday i went to my doctors appointment she found something shitty. "abnormal" as she put it. so today i had to get a blood test in order for her to be sure on what it is. im doing better, definately not as freaked out as i was friday. i have a couple of great friends who know how to make me not even ( Read more... )

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THE RULES: List five songs that you are currently loving. It doesn't matter what genre they are from, whether they have words, or even if they're any good, but they must be songs you're really enjoying right now. Post these instructions, the artists, and the songs in your blog. Then tag five other Xanga/LiveJournal friends to see what they're ( Read more... )

watched papillon last night. definately one of the best films eer seen by these eyes. i love dustin hoffman, and now i like steve mc queen. i face painted today. it was ok, although i did have to get up at 6. it was fun to see a few ppl. i <3 rach and she is a douchebag. i did a shitty job painting though. i am just not that great at drawing and ( Read more... )

i love my brother. i went to holland thursday and when he got home we got ready and went to an irish pub in grand rapids to meet up with laura and some of their friends. after a few spirits and dinner we all walked over to the foo fighters and weezer concert. it was sooooooo amazing, the best concert ive seen by far! weezer open up with 'my name is ( Read more... )

i made clay pens last night. i also watched romeo and juliet. i will get up early and mow the lawn today. and then i will watch the game with lauren.

i think that it is time for me to get going with life. i think that i have been sitting around for it to come and happen to me that i have completely missed thepoint of it all. i will start by setting up schedules around the house for myself. i like to have consistency in my life, structure, if you will. i like the fact that i have made up my mind ( Read more... )

"Another thing that pissed me off, talkin' about who started punk rock music. Was it Sex Pistols in England? Was it the Ramones in the Velvet Underground in New York? 'It was the Ramones!' 'It was the Sex Pistols!' Raahh! Who cares who started it?! It's music. I don't know who started it, and I don't give a fuck." -SLC Punk-

yesterday was awful. total emotional breakdown.

i dropped everything and just drove up north.

went for a 2 hour boat ride with my dad.

had a lot of fun bonding.

it doesnt happen a lot.

my dad can be fun.

sometimes.

i have decided to pierce my lip.

for my birthday present to me.

november 27th.

i think that this birthday should be fun.

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i like the ideas of growing up in the 50s and 60s because i think that it was a time of motivation and substance. not to mention free spirit and protest. how is it that then and today are so different? well i think that one thing that went to shit was the presidency. after jfks assasination, and johnson became pres, i think that people lost faith ( Read more... )