so i am watching pearl harbor right now. it is at the part where the nurse sticks her fingers in the guys neck to stop the bleeding. how fricken horrible. i think about all the things that keep happening through history. i sometimes think about how much history repeats itself. what the fricken hell. why is it all the time that there are so many ( Read more... )

i think that watching tv is stifeling my life. it seems that all i do now is sleep work and go to school. i am always tired yet i still go to bed at 3 every morning. whatever ( Read more... )

today i went and cleaned disks for a little over 3 hours at ss. i spilled about a gallon of water on my leg though and it soaked my jeans and i had to stand on wet flip flop for like 45 minutes. i hat working there now. it is soooooo boring but at least liz was there tho keep me entertained. she is one to the most interesting people that i have ( Read more... )

i am in a gloomy mood right now. school was ok. i definately built up my history class too much. all it consisted of was taking notes. five and a half pages actually. i love history but why do they have to make it so shitty? i crave conversation when i learn and i dont think that ill be getting any of that in there. i hate this feeling of empty ( Read more... )

well school starts in two days. im really really excited but seeing as i start with my english class....im a little less than thrilled. a random guy stopped in to talk the other night at super star. he told me that he was a second year at mott and that it is just like high school all over again. boy oh boy, i cant wait to start that shit again ( Read more... )

saw a certain someones wedding dress and engagement ring. finally went back to the mall. bought four shirts at hot topic and a bunch of shit that i will never use from journeys. i think ill return them this weekend. went down to see lauren. had a blast. shitty food at harpers. got to see supercuts. hung out with maddie malmstrom and watched ( Read more... )

yesterday was interesting. little zola has been feeling a lot better. she has been scratching my legs and arms so much that people might start to think that that they are track marks. worked from 3 to 9 last night got a friuit basket for my favorite customers who are moving. i went to walgreens after work and spent a liftime in the card secdtion. ( Read more... )

well here it is, 2 30 in the morning and i amwatching backstreet boys videos by myself. holly came home tonight and we went to atlas. then we went for a drive and looked at houses. then we went by max's house to see if he was having people over, which he was. she and i stopped in to find an empty house and everyone was outside smoking or whatever. ( Read more... )

well i got a laptop and i am happy.

well its about that time of year that i start to go downhill with grades. i have been trying to stay focused but i cant bear the senioritus setting in. i want to be done with all of this so i can go have more fun ( Read more... )