Don't you just hate it when you try so much not to be a Grinch for the holidays, and try, just try to look on the brighter side of life....But because your life is used to attracting hurt, sorrow, and just plain bad luck; you find yourself just with the worst attitude and feelings. I hate feeling this low. I hate that I feel this way and that after ( Read more... )

Je deteste pour taper mes sensations dans une autre langue presque pour cacher du monde, mais ceci est comment je me sens (confondu et effraye). Pour la premiere fois dans un temps long, je me sens vulnerable encore, effraye pour laisser une personne dans ma vie parce que je ne suis pas certain de l'inconnu. L'inconnu est dans ce cas les sensations ( Read more... )

I'm a very good convincer. I'm convincing myself that I'm not tired now and should be in bed. I'm convincing myself that I'm going to be able to get up and be just fine for girls' day out with my cousins tomorrow. And with last night's entry I convinced myself that I had a handle on the whole liking someone and getting over the past. Not to say ( Read more... )

It's been forever since I used this thing. I've actually gone back to journaling with pen and paper which is a relief especially after those long days of teaching and I judt need to reflect on my profession and my life and what I'm doing. But with that said, I've also run out of journal space, so it was this for tonight ( Read more... )

Teaching and life has been very busy for the past few, thusly posting has been hard....but a real one will come soon. Let's just leave it at for now, teaching is fun and tiring, i'm turning 22 soon, and the same complications with matters of the heart still exists in my life....all is Grand!!! Lol...toodles!

So, yeah yea yea, save it people...I know that I have yet to journal in the new year. And yes my first entry of 2006 is a survey. But what better reason would I have to sign on and post other than to please my royal queen!?!?! I think there is no better reason out there. Things are crazy and I have a lot on my mind to get out, but I'm knee deep in ( Read more... )

The whole family is downstairs being loud and my family as always. I snuck away to just get some me-time and thinking. Not to say that just because it's the end of the year qualifies that I am more reflective than usual...I just got to thinking as I cleaned the house for tonight about how this year has happened and all that's happened in it.
It was ( Read more... )

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( Oy Surveys )

I haven't done a survey of some type in so long that I figured why not!! so have fun kiddies ( Read more... )