I know that I wrestle with a lot everyday: my self esteem, my stress level, my anxiety, my need for perfection and balance. Yet through all of that, there has always been one tangible aspect of my life that I could count on to be a steady anchor. The friendships that are most meaningful to me have kept me sane through the hard times. The ability to ( Read more... )

O1. Does someone have a crush on you?
supposedly someone does but hasn't said a thing to me

O2. Last thing you ate?
platanos

O3. Do you have A.D.D.?
sometimes I think I suffer from adult ADD

O4. Who was the last person you messaged over MySpace?
Momma Linda<3

O5. I cant wait until?
July 25th...Mama Mia and Hanson all in the same day!!

O6. What color shirt ( Read more... )

Pardon the prior entry...that was just me in a Hanson panicked craze. The fact that their music still touches a part of my being that helped me survive much, if not all of my teens, is something very meaningful. I know I get a lot of flack from others because they say that it's just "teeny-bop" from the late 90's and that some even laugh. But to ( Read more... )

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So I just got done grading papers and doing some Spring cleaning. I made a decision, followed consequently by an action, that I didn't think I had the courage to ever do. Things between "my complication" and I have not gotten any better; in fact we have not spoken in two months now. It hurts and I am disappointed by how everything turned out, but ( Read more... )

I have spent the past few days sick as a dog in bed with the flu. I guess in my lovely profession, I forgot to instruct my students that although I teach them to share nicely with others..there are just some things, like icky sick germs, that they should not share. So they have done just that, they have shared their flu germs with me and wiped me ( Read more... )

How do you make yourself hate someone that you are in love with?!?!?

The question that plagues my everydays lately!!

I haven't done one of these in so long, and my lack of interesting activities has led me to sit at the computer and do this. So for your viewing pleasures, Ladies and Gents, a survey:

1] Is there someone who you like at the moment?
yes I do

2] Does that someone know that you like them?
no he does not

3] What is your all-time favorite romance movie?
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I've had it up to here with the inquiries and looks of slight disappointment from people about my lack of a progressing life. It isn't enough to have completed college with honors, landed a good job, and push myself to inspire the world everyday for some people in my life. No, those achievements pale in comparison to how happy I could be like my ( Read more... )

Dear Friend,

Sweets!! I need to start this off on an exclamatory note because the rest of this letter is not going to be pleasing or happy. It's really hard for me to ever speak my feelings or even confess to them. So the fact that I am even writing this is testing my every essence in a very challenging way. I want to start by saying ( Read more... )