i still like him. even though i dont want to. he talks about her a lot. it makes me sad. he doesnt realize he makes me jealous. how do i not like him anymore

i wish i had listened to all of the advice people gave me about him. they said he would only break my heart. they were rigth. it is breaking. not really but it feels like it. i talk about other guys and he acts jealous. she talks about other guys and he is jealous. so what makes him think he can talk about other girls and i wont be jealous. does he ( Read more... )

leanna is home. i am happy. jon is home ( Read more... )

Theres never a moment in all our lives, from the day we trusted christ till the day we see him, when God is not longing to bless us. at every moment in every circumstance, God is doing us good. He neve stops. It gives him too much pleasur. God is not waiting to bless us after our troubles en, He is blessing us right now, in and through those ( Read more... )

i recently found my old diaries and discovered i am a weird kid. but i was so much more.....on fire i guess. i mean i still love God and want his will for my life but then i was more in touch with him on a personal level. i talked to him or about him like i did my best friend. i talked about wanting to do stuff for him all the time. i want to be ( Read more... )

life is so weird sometimes. you never know what can happen. God must be busy because something new is always going on. right now. nothing bad. and i like it. too bad i never remember to tell God thank you. when everything is rough and i am depressed i somehow remember to ask God for help. blame him for the problems yes but i do ask for help. then ( Read more... )

God is so amazing. we got my test results back and they didnt find anything at all. like my brain is ok. no surgery

even when i go to bed at night and hope i dont wake up to see another day. God takes that and shows me somethign awesome that day to make me glad i missed it.

im going to be ok. i was in love with him for so long i think i was just used to it. i think it wore off a while ago. and when we can spend almost two hours together and not say a word to each other i think it is time to let go. :) im so good. except now i am stressed about my grades because i am failing like all of my classes because i have missed ( Read more... )

ok i hadnt acctually read the comments on this thing but now i feel a little better knowing there are people praying for me. I think i have been pretty stresed lately there is just too much going on. not to mention this stupid brain thing. but going through this medical stuff makes you see who your real friends are. like some of them you tell them ( Read more... )