the pain has become so deep ( Read more... )

you hate me
because i'm you
your insecurities
manifest in me
you hate me
because you want
to be me
I am me
you are trapped
in conformity
you hate me
because i know you
your mask doesnt work on me
you hate me
because i
contradict me

Lord help me to praise you in all i do
help me to make it through
i fall down on my knees
begging father: father please
show me your unfailing love
remind me you sent your love from above
it's time i take a stand
take a stand for you
and to your love be true!

I know the lord hasnt forsaken me
i can feel his presence here
wonder if he can see
and watch my every tear
does he know i'm in pain
is my crying all in vain
i know it's for a reason
the pain will make me stronger
for everything there is a season
will it last very much longer
lord rescue me and keep me strong
help me to right this wrong

my cousin made me a live journal. yea for her. toobad she forgot to tell me how to work this and what my password is. but it's all good. we figured it out. too bad i am boring and have nothing to say. bye

i have a livejournal so that i may read my awesome, fantasmic, uber-super, magnificent cousin's livejournal.

[/leanna]

i am cydney.