i'm in my t.a. class at school right now. mr. samuels and mr. d are talking about some gay history stuff that sounds like "wajwoiej boo hahjaj hgkfer lalala tyowaey yoyoy' to me... haha.. spanish war or something... so that's cool. and here i am.. on livejournal. i would be lurking myspace if the administration didn't block it from their computer ( Read more... )

i have a new livejournal:

stephzilla_duh

add me. ♥

LAYER ONE: ON THE OUTSIDE ( Read more... )

i haven't updated in a while, and had no intention of displaying my life and meaningless thoughts for everyone to read... but right now i feel like i need to talk.. and seeing as how i have noone to talk to, i'll update.

i feel like there are a lot of things that are bothering me... i feel very emotional and it could be because i am going to ( Read more... )

my dad gets out of prison on november 23, heck yes!

i'm in a rut. i'm confused about things. i like the thought of him, but i'm not thinking i like 'him'.... he says and does stupid things for the most part...

he says i am sorry too much.. that can't be a good thing...

i have bruises and other marks all over my body.. some i know where they came from and others i have no frikkin clue ( Read more... )

sooo my dad called me today like i was hoping that he would... and the whole time that we were talking he didn't mention anything about it being my birthday..then i told him i was going to dinner and he asked why and i said uhhh it's my birthday...he got silent then started laughin from embarassment and apologized... i seriously almost cried. how ( Read more... )

today is my birthday and my girlfriend got me a vibrator...

i'll update later.

♥

sooo yeah. i love kiki, that is pretty much all. she is such a cute asian friend... today was cassie's birthday and kiki bought her a mini cake and fudge and stuff...she is super thoughtful and her and cassie have something planned for me for my birthday tomorrow. i am way excited to see what kiki has whipped up ( Read more... )