How do I paint with my words when I am the drunkard and they are my feet?  The answer is with many painstakingly long moments.  How many pretentious utterances will fall out of me until I receive praise for not being concise?  How many social scientists are praised for doing the same?  Studies have shown that yellow belongs in the sun, not in the ( Read more... )

These are entries from a journal I've been writing on my computer.  Yes, journal, I've been cheating...

2/10/2008
I just finished writing this sentence for a paper:

“In writing about the role of Television as a parental figure in the lives of American youth, I hope to reveal the positive and negative manifest and latent values a person accidentally ( Read more... )

Two years, livejournal. It's been good. What the hell am I saying, the last two years have been freggen GREAT! I'm at Ball State studying to be an English teacher. I've won all kinds of awards on campus. I'm Ball State's Residence Hall Association President. I went to a national residence hall conference for FREE. Ball State sent only me to ( Read more... )

Wow, I have not visited livejournal in quite some time. Mostly, I blame this on my habit of wearing my heart on my blog. Life is okay, right now, but I grow weary of monotony and continue to act out simply to "shake things up." My friend Brian is leaving for college soon, and so is my girlfriend. I will miss them, and it fills me with sadness ( Read more... )

Does everyone not simply adore my inconsistency in life? I know the ideal that I could possibly mean everything to everyone is irrational, but nothing else could rid my mind of this discontent. Days plague my life in which I care to accomplish naught in my life, and other days, I spend attoning for my idleness. I feel as if in a sick way, this ( Read more... )

I wrote this a little while ago, and if you don't have anything nice to say about the crappiness, you can suck my dick because it's my blog.

Though like the sun, I know you're gone, your absence won't be long ( Read more... )

"Then why would you have me change if at the end of the day you would wish to have nothing to do with me?"

"When I found out that my brother was getting married, I couldn't have been happier. It takes many people half their lives to find the man or woman of their dreams, and I'm ecstatic that Ashley's found the man that lights up her life and Jason's found someone else to pretend to listen to him (Thanks, Ashley). I love both of you and wish you the ( Read more... )