i started the actual job, its kinda nice - im not stressed - i dont hate going every day either. its weird to have a job that i dont mind going to ( Read more... )

yesterday i was so excited to come home after training - just because it was my very last day. and i came home to an empty house. needless to say, i was kinda sad. james and chris and matt went to a movie - and so i sat here. bored ( Read more... )

today is my last day of training - i am so excited. i am so thru with working from 2 until 10. i only get one day off - tomorrow..and i have to go to glenwood to get my oil changed. and i think james and i have to find some way to get his desk out of the house - im pretty sure we're just going to have to take it apart and put it in my car or ( Read more... )

yesterday went quite well with the meeting of chris and james. im glad ( Read more... )

Splintered piece of glass falls in the seat and gets caught ( Read more... )

i couldnt be happier right now. i feel like james and my relationship has never been better. i am truly honestly happy. we're talking a lot more now before we go to bed -which i like because it helps me fall asleep ( Read more... )

i just found an awesome quote.

"it is my opinion that everything must be based upon an extremely simple idea and it is my opinion that this idea, once we have finally discovered it will be so compelling, so beautiful, that we will say to one another yes, how could it have been any different?"
/john wheeler/

i was hoping to finish my application for creighton today at work - but any website with an edu at the end is blocked...i can go to any .com, but not .edu ( Read more... )

i know ive said it before, and i know ill probably say it again ( Read more... )

james and i got into a fight yesterday - and although it wasnt really a huge fight - it was definately the biggest one we've had so far. i felt so worthless and stupid and unwanted. i dont know, i think our talk could have gone a lot better - i hate that i feel like he doesnt even really care when im mad at him - like for me him being mad at me ( Read more... )