it really doesnt feel like christmas time. i need something to bring up my spirits a little bit, i have no job and only a few dollars to my name ( Read more... )

to her own reflection she says i will hold on
to her own reflection she says i will be strong

im done with livejournal for awhile i think. it could just be my mood today.

but for now this is goodbye.

<3 hb

fyi: i hate posting things directly to people from my livejournal - i think its stupid..but this seems to be the best route right now ( Read more... )

nofx puts it the best.

happy birthday you're not special.

sad face

so in recent news. james really isnt getting me anything for my birthday - am i being selfish in being a little mad ( Read more... )

so i got my period for the first time in a year - and i know most of you are thinking 'why the hell is she putting this here' well, because i have no where else to put it ( Read more... )

i had a pretty shitty day at work, our stupid main program went down for awhile and we had to action all the accounts the slow way, and customers were being super mean. i thought i'd save some time and ask jim to do laundry today - he said no..but i really honestly thought perhaps he would just to be nice ( Read more... )

what do you do when you realize something is missing? when you arent as happy as you put off ( Read more... )

i left work early yesterday because i honestly couldnt handle being there anymore. it was really slow. today is my last day of work before my day off. that makes me happy. i can always get through that last day because there is always that glimmer that tomorrow i dont have to go into work ( Read more... )

work is kinda boring - if i had somebody that worked my shift it'd be a lot better - but tanysha leaves at 3:30 and michelle doesnt get there until 7. that is no fun. today seemed like it lasted a million years, and i was going to work overtime just because i knew james wouldnt be home when i got home - but i decided that i could check. i was ( Read more... )