I am so glad that I have the friends that I have ( Read more... )

i got myself a pretty prom dress. it's blood red. ha lovely ( Read more... )

i might be losing my second and BETTER job of the two i am currently working at because of my fucking trainer. and my age. first, my trainer. she is supposed to follow me around to watch me and only help if i ask her a question. NOT take my tables and take their orders and put them into the computer for me! how the fuck am i supposed to learn what ( Read more... )

updates ( Read more... )

sooo I finally give my heart and trust to a boy. all goes well for about 3 weeks. yesterday I found out that he was with not 1 but 2 other girls besides me. hmm. how does that make me feel? welll I found out at work and sat in the basement for a while balling. I'm tired of being fucked over. he made me a really happy girl and blew it. I'm done for ( Read more... )

Despondent, distracted ( Read more... )

jordo ditched me 2 days in a row. sarah ditched me today. nobody is returning my phone calls. what is the problem with everyone? I'm bored out of my mind and my feelings are hurt. that is my PET PEEVE!! when people ditch me. and dont answer my phone calls. my only pet peeve and my best friend and a few others are doing it as I type. it's a good ( Read more... )

I'm up before 9 today. and I went to bed at like 4 or 5 this morning! I'm going to sleep like a baby tonight ( Read more... )

damn. I miss hanging out with mike. it's been so long. until today. he and Evan came over and kept me company. although I wasn't much of a hostess, they were awesome at keeping me occupied. I like them. nice boys, those two ( Read more... )

music is my fucking boyfriend ( Read more... )