haha french..im a genius

tonight was fun.got off work early.smiled with glee. called this cute guy i know.scary trip in a boatcar. saw a show.wonderful.met chip..and a ben look alike. seduced by a twinkie. stole mikes blanket. home late. no worries. it was spppllleendid.

and now im eating pb crackers.yum.
love
LAUREN!

i woke up to that song celebrate this morning..horrible..i hit my radio
cellllllllebrate good timess..its perma stuck in my head..sing it to yourself and be cool with me

today i made spaghetti.
it was quite the lunch date andi feel cool for cooking
well off to work

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ya knwo whats worse than crying..
is feeling like you wanna cry, but not being able to
its horrible ..i feel emotionless
i just want to say waht i feel..but u dont want to hear that..and ppl never say nice things to u.
ust knwo that i want is to be a good friend to you.
im trying

i love you

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if i eat at chili's one more time this week i might just die

im really tired of working at a restaurant
its a love/hate relationship

lauren

mm coffee
does the body good

..butterflies in my stomach

i hate you

and everyone like you

i cant help it

everything in me wants to scream out

murder against you

..but i cant

becasue the sickenly mannered style

my mother slaved to embed in me takes over

and somehow in the midst of this hellish turmoil

my emotions are tranquilized

into a less than pleasant appetite of annoyance

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