almost 2 months of being home and ive almost unpacked my stuff. i miss school so much, i love being home but still things are just really really weird here sometimes. i miss him sometimes. and i dont know what to do. i want to be friends. i want us both to be happy instead of always pretending we are when we see each other. i never realized how ( Read more... )

im done with my freshman year of college!!!

now lets just hope i passed :)

home tomorrow!!

i need my screamy spot right now. im confused. scared. excited. anxious. basically everything i felt right before i graduated a year ago. i cant believe its been that long. it seems like just yesterday i was walking on the stage at frothingham concentrating so much on not falling off. and frothingham park.. how many amaizing summer nights were ( Read more... )

i love my friends ( Read more... )

funny how those lyrics still hold true.. this is so weird i dont know how to feel about any of this. part of me wants to go right back to him but the other part knows its not going to work. not now at least. and im having fun here. i just cant help but think of what im missing out on. i have so much going on this week im stressing. and i need him ( Read more... )

There's no blame for how our love did slowly fade,
And now that it's gone it's like it wasn't there at all.
And here I rest where disappointment and regret collide,
Lying awake at night.

so vacation was awesome.. :)

i dont want it to end

wow so i havent updated this in such a long time so i figured it was about time. i love college, its amazing here.. i love everyone here. the people on my floor are awesome and my ra is the shit. umass is crazy, everyone has to come visit me soon!! friday night bobo chris and nicole all surprised me with a nice visit! it made me happy.. then bobo ( Read more... )

so im leaving in a few hours.. not done packing.. i cant wait to get away. ive been thinking about it and although im gonna miss everyone i really want to see everyone else! well i really dont have anything to say besides i got facebook so facebook me!

peace

i never realized i could cram so much into one 24-hour period. i had by far the best birthday ever yesterday. well it started when i got to work monday morning and realized that they didnt get me one cake but they got me two!! it was amazing. so after eating a piece of the oreo cake (biddy said they tried to get an oreo cheesecake for me but ( Read more... )

but as of june 14th at approximatly 8:26pm the 34B red bra society has been created and i am happy to say that i am one of the first four members!!

i am also happy to say my birthday is on tuesday!!!!!!!! i wanna go to the beach again.. only to horseneck beach.. so tell me if you wanna go its supposed to be really nice that day!!