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Baby!
So I'm here in Florida! It's awesome, the weather is amazing most of the time. I'm going back to school starting on the 30th. And... I am going to be having a kid! Not a whole lot else new, just been hanging around and working when I can. Talk more later! -
Moving!
I'm moving to Florida in 7 days! My flight is on September 1st, (Im a little sad that I am missing the Big E by like 2 weeks but oh well) and I'll be living with Lynn and Todd for a while till I can afford my own place. Woo hoo! Goodbye Massachusetts! (Again) Hello beach all the time. (When I'm not working of course) but yessss to tan and ocean and ( Read more... ) -
aghhhh!
It's midnight and I'm so fucking boreddd. FML FML FML! Don't have to work until Friday at 5pm! Alex is sending me mixed signals and its so confusing. I never know if he is flirting or just being goofy. But all I know is I want him back and I'll do anything it takes. -
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My world got torn apart. Alex broke up with me a couple weeks ago. I just can't get over it. I love him sooo much. It just kills that I can't be with him. And now I'm pregnant with his baby. We've pretty much decided that we aren't going to keep it because neither of us are ready for that, but it just sucks that I have to have an abortion. I miss ( Read more... ) -
aghhhh its not even 7am!
omg its sooo early right now. sooo found out today momma lynn knows ricky. oh boy. i dont even know what to say. he broke my heart and now i might end up running into him again at some point. aghhhhhhhhhhh. -
Lately in the Bianca life...
Sooo fuck everything i said about ricky. he's still an ass always will be i think. I have an amazing new boyfriend named Alex Miller. We've been together for a little over a month now. Planning on moving to Florida together with Momma Lynn and Todd in the winter. I have already fallen for him. He's amazing. I have the house to myself this week so ( Read more... ) -
Decisions, Decisions
So, I called Anthony yesterday, and apparently he was feeling the exact same way I was feeling. No attraction. So we had a mutual breakup. So that's good. Now. I just have to make the decision about Ricky. We hung out yesterday and I feel like in my heart I will always love him. And if it wasn't meant to be why does God keep putting him in my path ( Read more... ) -
Dilemmaaaaa
Sooo here's the thing. During Senior Week when I was in high school we had a Senior Picnic at High Meadows. Chicopee Comp had theirs the same day. I was dancing under the tent where the dj was and the song "Party Like A Rockstar" by the Eastside Boys came on. This guy named Ricky from Comp came over and started dancing with me. We exchanged phone ( Read more... )