so, life can suck and we all need to get over it!!! i know it is hard, i have problems with that but we just need to move on with life. you cant change the past and if you do, you may end up screwing yourself over...BIG TIME!!! but today was clinic and that sucked too...but we hadnt played our music in 3 days...which didnt help!!! i am pretty ( Read more... )

Some people I just don't get. I just read Manda's journal and I was only trying to really make sure and make sure that I have all of my facts straight. But when someone wanted to go on the trip so bad last year and wasn't able to go, had the chance this year and doesn't go, that doesn't really make a whole lot of sense to me. She is working but ( Read more... )

Yesterday was the hardest day of my life. I know that I will see my grandma again, but that will be after I die. Yesterday was her funeral and was the last time I was able to say good-bye to her. The funeral was beautiful. Pastor Joe said some words, the worthy materian of Easter Star said some few words, "Amazing Grace" was played (I bawled ( Read more... )

Today was Grandma's viewing. That was the most saddest thing I have ever done. She was cold and funny feeling but I was happy that I got to see her one last time and know that she is in God's hands now. She was so pretty. She was wearing her blue dress and had a lot of make-up and jewelery on. I cried when I first saw her at 3 p.m. and then ( Read more... )

I just found out from my parents when my grandma's funeral is. It is Friday morning at 10:00 a.m. She is being viewed on Thursday from 4-7 p.m. My Aunt Jan and Uncle Jay are coming up for the funeral. It will be weird for them to be here because I have never met them. I am still crying and I probably will for the next week or so. Thank you to ( Read more... )

Wow, these next couple of weeks are going to SUCK! Here is what happened ( Read more... )

Wow. This is a first. I never thought that I would be getting a livejournal account, but I was wrong! I am having so much fun in band. I love our drum line but we can have our bad moments. But I love dancing and singing around the band room with Hollie, Amanda, and Anka. It has been so much fun. I thought Jeff was going to be some dude, but ( Read more... )