So im sitting here crying ( Read more... )

I havent uipdated since spring break and now summer is half over ( Read more... )

I finally have a night to do nothing. well not really...have to sleep b/c i have to go to work at the new 7 (old 6) tomorrow. Last night when I got off work i went and got ashley, it was her first day away from her house the whole spring break. We went to dennys b/c i was hungry and then to walmart b/c we were bored and i didnt want to go home. ( Read more... )

well i lied spring break has been awesome ( Read more... )

Havent written in forever. got a german shepard puppy. her name is gretta. paying all the vet bills mtself. constantly working. like 1 day off a week. starting dbcc this summer. = no time what so ever. painted my sisters room. have a zero in chemistry. cant remember the last time i had a full day in school. bunches of f-cat days. not taking my ap ( Read more... )

my mom got a new car. well she gets to choose between two minivans but of course the are in new jersey. friday i have to leave my house at 4:30 in the morning to go to orlando and we fly out at 8. Im so afraid to fly i dont want my feet to leave the ground. I didnt see my dad this weekend and next weekend we will be in nj so i will not see him then ( Read more... )

Friday night, went to cracker barrel. Ashley went to nicks house, but her, nick, his mom, and stepdad all ended up eating there. nick paid. I dont think they were planning to go there. Ashley called me to surpise me with her presence, they were already there. Nick told ashley to have us sit by them b/c he wanted to hang out with zack. yeah right. ( Read more... )

Last night I had so much to say.
Everything is so screwed up.
Home.
School.
Other home.
Car.
Outside of home.
Except work.
Work is work. There is no good or bad.
In the past two days iv had over five people tell me I look lonley.
I didn't think looking like that was possible.
But if it is.....I know why.

I hate this. Why can't I know. Why can't I know. Why can't I know. I want to know. I have to know. I'm not going to die till I know. Something I can't even imagine is how it was explained. But why. I imagine strange things all the time. Strange awkward situations that extend in all directions. Things know one else would ever think of. But why do ( Read more... )

I haven't been to school in like two weeks. Last week I stayed home monday, went all day tuesday, left early on wednesday and thursday, and then stayed home again on Friday. I went to the docter and they said I had some kind of -ingitis so I was put on antibiotics. Saturday I spent the day sick with my dad. I found out I got a ford explorer too, ( Read more... )