At this point, I am completely disgusted with my family. I have done nothing wrong-never lied or cheated-and yet I am still the piece if shit they blame for the death of my Grandfather-claiming that I killed him, but I was only 16 at the time and he never spoke to me then. My Grandmother claims I am the one who hurt him, when in actuality HE is the ( Read more... )

Now I am 24 years old, I have spent an amazing 5 months with James, just got back on Saturday from a 2 week vacation in the 703 aka NOVA aka ALEXANDRIA VA visiting my dad. I missed it so much down there! Had a total blast catching up with my sister Stephanie, finding out my brother Thomas is getting married in September, and that my cousin Chris ( Read more... )

I am so pissed off right now; I cannot stand how rude my step-father is to everyone & anything that has to do with me. He runs my friends off & quite a few of my boyfriends off, so help me if anything happens to this one, I will get even, no matter what happens ( Read more... )

James is still as amazing as ever, I couldn’t ask for a better guy to be with. Supportive of school, will help me with math if I need it. We take care of each other, granted I still want to put the fear of God into his ex. Work is really bad, cuz the phones keep cutting in & out. So I can’t understand customers all that great, also it’s good for ( Read more... )

Ok, so thinks with James are going FANTASTIC! I never thought having something THIS good would ever happen to me. Dating my best friend, lol, who would have thought it ( Read more... )

OK, so I have more news now! My step-father is in Mexico for a week to train people down there how to do his job on the machines. While he is away, my new boyfriend is staying at the house. His name is James, we have been friends for almost a year, and we mostly would just hang out on our breaks. We were both seeing someone at the time, so we just ( Read more... )

I am so fed up right now! My step-dad just chewed me out on the phone because I brought a few glasses out from my bedroom & put them on the counter. He makes me feel like I am nothing more often that not, I’m already on anti-depressants because of him, I am changing mentally because of him & I don’t like it. I miss the happy-go-lucky girl I used to ( Read more... )

I’m still not heartbroken & still feel like I have made the right decision. There are a few prospects on the board, c’mon, I always do ( Read more... )

So I finally did it, I broke up with Scott. I feel so much less stressed & like a weight has been lifted from my shoulders. I feel bad that I did it right before Christmas, but I just couldn’t deal with the stress anymore. I do love him, but we do nothing but fight & I hate it. So I figured we needed some time apart to grow up & to figure things ( Read more... )

Ok, so it has been 10 days since my last entry, new news ( Read more... )